mixed feel·ings

/ˌmɪkst ˈfiː.lɪŋz/

to feel positive about one aspect of something and negative about another.

The worst kind of mixed feelings one can experience is with someone who they have strong affection for, but that person behaves contrarily towards the other person's desires,wants, needs, thoughts, etc. This leaves the person in an extremely tough situation of constant emotional distress, not knowing of whether to stick with the other person or to leave.

*urbandictionary