/əˈdikSH(ə)n/ noun the fact or condition of being addicted to a particular substance, thing, or activity. NHS Addiction is defined as not having control over doing, taking or using something to the point where it could be harmful to you.
/aNGˈzīədē/ noun a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. NHS Anxiety is a feeling of unease, such as worry or fear, that can be mild or severe.
I am just living here. I am not alive. I don’t have desire either. I don’t have that energy to life. I don’t know why maybe my expectation is too high, but I am not expecting either. I don’t know why I am here. I just kind a waiting but don’t know what do I do waiting for. It is not like someone that pick up me in the end of the road either. I’m too scared to move. I’m just stay still. I don’t know man, I don’t know what I want about this life.